soooo, I promised myself I was gonna post more, so here I am, posting more :3
The thing about "starting over" or as I call it "randomly deciding to reinvent my life at 3am" is that, at least for me I often end up exactly where I started, in a slump at best or in a deep depression at worst.
They always say life is like a game, I like to think of it as new game plus where you have the knowledge and skill form the previous run. I also like to think of life as more of a collection of games rather than a single title. some days it feels like a pay to win competitive crash grab, other times it's like a cozy indie farming sim, and some times it feels like the most rage inducing plat-former that you wouldn't wish on your worst enemy, but damn does it feel good to finally beat that one level.
the point is, well I have no point, I just wanted to make a cool video game analogy cuz I'm a huge nerd. I guess what I'm trying to say is life is messy and strange and gross and beautiful all at the same time, so don't be ashamed in taking it easy or "starting over" you can always new game plus it, or just play a different game entirely, it's your choice at the end of the day, what matters is that you have fun :3
remember folks be kind to yourself even if you don't feel like it :3
all for now, buh-bye! <3